Yaadien!!

baba, there is not a second i feel your absence... it always eating me inside... But baba they say good memories stay with you forever even after the person leaves... why does only the memories of losing you come to me? Why does it still haunt me baba?? I cannot think of anything else when i see your pictures or when i think of you.. That day where i took you to hospital and within less than 24 hrs i got you back home... That day where i took you alive and brought you back dead..!! That only 24 hrs where doctors were only running around and coming and giving us bits and pieces of news.. That day baba, where the doctor called teju and me inside and said its over.. take care of your mom...!! That day baba, where i drove Your elder brother all the way down without telling him a word about you.. That day in the car where i could not cry so that pedda baba will get scared... That day baba, where i was scared to death to break the news to shiva and jaya... That day where i could not look into brothers eyes.. That one last day you were home, That last drive of ours in ambulance.. That last day where i put my hand in yours but you could not hold me back...!! That last words of yours....... That last birthday of mine with you....!!! That last smile of yours !!!!

Baba, i find it impossible to go on without you.......... You gotto do something.. And Mind you, Nothing and no one else can replace you !! So before you send somebody to help me out, Think... My need is only and only you... And i want you and nobody else !!