Dear Baba,
What is happening with me? why am i always pulled between two directions.... Would there ever be peace in my life? i do try to search for it a lot baba... it just does not come to me.....! Everything has to be difficult for me, Why? Doing an MBA meant losing you........ Now what would gettng a job mean? All the words you told me baba still echo..... i shd have heeded to ur advice.. Pls come back once for me and tell me what to do now! I dint think this would happen baba.... right now i am scared...... meeru annadi nijangaane ayite ela ani! i feel that i have let u down big time! you have given me a responsibility and i have let u down ! i am tired fighting with life baba.....i am tired of tryn to be happy! i am not....... i am away from home for what reason i dont know..... i thought doing an MBA would give me a better life, it would equip me to handle all the financial hurdles that would come in the future! But its takin more than what it is givng me..... !!
wht am i doing here i still dunno....!! I feel like giving up everything and run back home...... run back to you........ i sometimes think i have suicidal tendencies... i do not wanna b here without you....!! But at the same time i know that brothers are very much to be taken care of .......where have u left me baba...... Why did u do this?
What is happening with me? why am i always pulled between two directions.... Would there ever be peace in my life? i do try to search for it a lot baba... it just does not come to me.....! Everything has to be difficult for me, Why? Doing an MBA meant losing you........ Now what would gettng a job mean? All the words you told me baba still echo..... i shd have heeded to ur advice.. Pls come back once for me and tell me what to do now! I dint think this would happen baba.... right now i am scared...... meeru annadi nijangaane ayite ela ani! i feel that i have let u down big time! you have given me a responsibility and i have let u down ! i am tired fighting with life baba.....i am tired of tryn to be happy! i am not....... i am away from home for what reason i dont know..... i thought doing an MBA would give me a better life, it would equip me to handle all the financial hurdles that would come in the future! But its takin more than what it is givng me..... !!
wht am i doing here i still dunno....!! I feel like giving up everything and run back home...... run back to you........ i sometimes think i have suicidal tendencies... i do not wanna b here without you....!! But at the same time i know that brothers are very much to be taken care of .......where have u left me baba...... Why did u do this?
