Silence

Baba, My silence over your absence is not acceptance.. it is denial.. How dare you leave me alone and go? I dare you baba, if i would have left this world before you, You wouldnt have the strength and reason to go on.. well probably shiva n jaya could have kept you going ..... They are my only reason to be sane..... Only reason to work hard...... Only and only reason to be here..!! Otherwise may be i would have left everything baba......... i would have given up everythng and gone to a place waiting for my call to come from you... I need to hear from you to have some peace in my life... You know i cannot live without you... Even after u were 55 you could not take your mother's departure.. At 25 how do u want me to take my fathers absence???