Longing ...

longing to be with brothers and mom,......... Why should life change so much? I know you will not come and be with me at any cost.... but why am i deprived of being home with everyone else..... When i go, shiva wont be there....... Why should Teju and Jaya and Amma take the pains of staying in the empty house .... What is more easier? Staying back home and taking care of things or moving out of the house and studying??????

Things were simple na baba, i should have just stayed bck and worked.... But your brother coaxed me into the difficult path....... of course,, What is life without these difficulties...... One day baba, ill write to you...... ill write to you that we survived the emptiness and we came out of it wounded, scarred........ Scarred for the rest of our lives./.... The day i get a job here, i am gonna cry out loud....... cry out so loud that wherever you are, you would be able to hear me.....!! ! Look out baba.... am not gonna leave you till i know my words are reaching you..!!