Random Thought!

Baba, i have been following Hurricane Irene from yesterday night, i dont why i remember both of us sitting n watching Japan earthquake and tsunami together.. i watched that japan waala video again only thinking of both of us sitting in TV room munching something and talking abt Japan. I miss you ! And as i write this i fight back my tears !! None of my frds here know what i am going thru... not only the frds here.. i laugh n talk but inside im dying !! I want u ! And this want cannot be sufficed by anything else....! Im livin with a terrible guilt conscious..!! :( i should have insisted on admitting you to the hospital..... You knew and u did not want to get admitted right?????