Future!

Future Holds no charm Baba !! I am totally scared of it right now ... I wish u were there.... I wish i could tell you what i m going thru.. Did i talk about that hole baba... its just getting bigger and painful.. Feels like its mocking at me.. Feels like its letting its presence known to me every minute..!! It keeps telling me, No matter what, you dont have your father anymore And u cant do anything about it.. What do i do about it baba?

Where are you?? You promised to be there whenever i need you..!! I need you more than ever right now...! Where are you? Why cant i feel you around??