Vijay Baba

Baba, i am meeting your brother..... This saturday i m going to hyderabad to meet him and it is going to be very difficult. Not because he will pose any difficult questions or make problems, u know no one would that.. just that il see him and pedda baba and i cant help but think about you.... Last time we met at Vijay baba;s gruhapravesh, i remember you telling me look like a proper telugu ammai...... dont wear sleeveless.. And i remember vijay baba telling you that you should go n see Mano akka in USA.... :)

I remember him scolding you and that very evening we went to get all the tests done.. Oh baba, u were such an adoring kid.... i stopped writing to you in between.. i could not gather enuf courage.... Well baba i must say Jaya is such a sweetheart..... he just becomes animated or happy as soon as he sees shiva...... These 2 twins cannot be apart... I have no idea how the future is gonna be .... Teju is giving his CAT tomorrow.. Please be with him..... I started acceptng the fact that you are not going to be around anymore nor can i get you back, but still the longing never goes.!!! Life is like that....

I read what you have written as an imposition for yourself.. i will follow as much as i can...Life is temporary and i will not have many attachments...... But Baba, i am hopelessly attached to brothers and mom now...... i cannot ever refuse or say a no to them.. This weekend i was not going, i was supposed to be there on dec 9th but jaya called saying if i come this weekend i can meet shiva and all 4 of us are going to be under one roof again........ I miss my old life dearly baba.... told u na any price to be living that life i had !! Literally anything !!!