Trip to HYD

Baba, are u even seeing what pain u gave each one of us? Met Gurugaru today, Could not contain our tears. I dont know baba what it is to dead,, there is too much of mystery involved with death.. i want to believe that you wanted to live, u did not want to go away without seeing my wedding or without seeing shiva being a good and a successful lawyer. Oh baba how nice things would have been if u were still here.. just a few more years.! Trust me baba, none of us are happy... we are trying to move on in life, if u listen to our conv there is not one instance where we dont take ur name , where we dont wish u were here... Life is really difficult. And with us being there without u, its impossible.. I could not stand and describe your last moments in Hospital.. i could not just do it today :( There were so many people there asking about you, i sm not okay with you going away...

Now baba, i really do not want to say come back but i have nothing else to say !!