I dont know if Internet exists in the world you are into, But i see this is the only medium through which i can vent my emotions and the things i never told u.
Baba firstly i love you and i cant tell you how much it means to me to have you in my life.
well yes it is almost been 2 months you left us, And i got to update you with so many stuff happening here
Baba, Shiva is living your dream. he got through law in Christ university, and we are trying our best to provide everything we can to him to complete all the unfinished tasks at hand you left us with.
Baba, I see you in Jaya ! he has taken up all your roles in the house at a very young age. I am sure wherever you are, you are very proud of the twins. Please dont leave us until Jaya is settled. I want you to see him reach greater heights in life. And ill make sure that happens soon.
Baba, Teju is also the responsible one. Did u look at him doing all the ceremonies, He proved us wrong. He is the "Adi Sankaracharyulu" u dreamed off. There is some much "Tejassu" coming from. Of course u saw it when u were there. But i just happened to notice at a very wrong time . But well yeah i am proud of him.
And Baba, Everyone misses u a lot. Well yea i am dying almost every moment. Sometimes one thing which makes me happy is, every moment i am one moment near to the death, one moment closer to you.
Baba, you are around me, Arent you?
Well thank you. I knew it was you who got shiva a seat in the hostel. We are rest assured now. Whenever i tell you something, i know it s gonna be done. You know i stopped praying god, if i do i only ask him to look after u and keep u safe. I know you are our protection angel right now.. I talk to you and i hope u hear me.
Lastly, Baba please give me the strength to finish my MBA. Today my resolve is getting weaker. I feel weak in my knees when i think that i got to stay here for coming 2 years .. I am seriously considering of discontinuing my MBA but baba i am only staying here thinking that you would be totally upset with me if i do that. I know!
I know you i guess.
Amma is also having a tough time baba , Which of course would be the case. So well This is it. I hope ur safe and free of all the pain. I cant stand the idea of u in pain., Only and only reason why i compromised with ur death. Only cos u r relieved of all the pain u were thru before u left us
love u Baba
Ur Lil Bhargav Who used to play with your moustache.
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